Monday, January 28, 2008

The Secret is Out 1/28/08

I am a REDHEAD...look to the pic!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE it... LCAH always liked my hair dark... SO, I said I was going back to the "real" me and here I am!!! OH and I have lost a total of 50 lbs!!! WOO HOO More to come later... :)


Friday, January 25, 2008

W/I and a Secret Shhhhh ;)

So, a very quick post...I am super busy. Lost another 2 lbs.. down ttl of 48.5 now :)
And a secret is coming on Monday with a picture come back and check it out... I am sure I'll have a whole post about it!!!

Luv you all, thank you for ALL your means MORE to me than you could imagine!!! ((hugs))


Monday, January 21, 2008

The Journey 1/21/08

So, I have been doing a lot of thinking and soul searching during this time of my life and it dawned on me...perhaps subconsciously my subtitle for my blog - the journey back to the "real" me was not just about my weight. It was about finding myself again. I was suffocating in this relationship and was trying to redefine who I was/am...

Now after talking to several people about my future plans, even more opportunities have opened up and I have all the options... it is an amazing feeling...that there is no plan right map... my life is on my own course, not someone else's... and it is scary and exciting and liberating all at the same time!!!

Anywoo, have not weighed... but the clothes keep getting bigger :) Have been doing the best I can to eat at least twice a day, just no appetite... but I have good people looking after me :)

So, I will keep you all updated as I figure things out...where MY journey takes me now... and as soon as I W/I, I will post the results!

Hope everyone is doing well... I will check in on you guys again as soon as possible ((hugs))

Saturday, January 12, 2008

W/I 1/12/08

So, I weighed again this morning and I am down even more. At 179.5... so I have lost a total of 46.5 lbs... YIPEE!!!! I am so excited... at least I am in control of that ;) Otherwise, I am doing really well... have a plan and am moving forward and on to bigger and better things!!!

Hope everyone is doing well... have not had a chance to check on you guys yet, but maybe when I am off tomorrow. I know you are all doing amazing!!!

Thursday, January 10, 2008

I am Back!!! :)

Sorry I have been gone SO long and I have missed u all SOOOO much! My life is in turmoil, but I am coming back to you another 2 lbs lighter and eventually one husband lighter too! Long story, not going to get into it...but it is hard when u have been with someone for over 10 years... the stress has done wonders for my weight! Did not even eat for several days, which is not good for my health but was great for the waistline!

Anyway, hope all is well with everyone. I will try to check on everyone over the courses of the next few days!!!


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