So, I have been doing a lot of thinking and soul searching during this time of my life and it dawned on me...perhaps subconsciously my subtitle for my blog - the journey back to the "real" me was not just about my weight. It was about finding myself again. I was suffocating in this relationship and was trying to redefine who I was/am...
Now after talking to several people about my future plans, even more opportunities have opened up and I have all the options... it is an amazing feeling...that there is no plan right now...no map... my life is on my own course, not someone else's... and it is scary and exciting and liberating all at the same time!!!
Anywoo, have not weighed... but the clothes keep getting bigger :) Have been doing the best I can to eat at least twice a day, just no appetite... but I have good people looking after me :)
So, I will keep you all updated as I figure things out...where MY journey takes me now... and as soon as I W/I, I will post the results!
Hope everyone is doing well... I will check in on you guys again as soon as possible ((hugs))
Monday, January 21, 2008
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I'm thinking about you! Make sure to keep us posted!
-Chris
I too have been thinking about you. I haven't been posting comments, but I check in periodically. I'm sure the future is filled with lots of opportunity and you will be a better/stronger person for any changes you choose to make. Take care.
You are going to come out of this a much stronger woman and will have so much more faith in your ability to have a more rewarding and fulfilling life!
I have been in your shoes several times and the last time Rebecca was only 6 months old and Josh was 5 yo! I was scared to death but like you, I found comfort in being my "own self"....making my own decisions and being at that point in your life where YOU are in control! You will be very suprised at what you will acheive...emotionally and physically!!!Hugs....and wishing you the best hun!!!
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